Our Family

Merry Christmas 2011

2011-12-25T19:27:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone! Hope you had a safe and happy holidays!

Grandma's 81st Birthday

2011-11-15T20:20:00.001-08:00

Today was grandma's 81st birthday! We took her to Texas Roadhouse [her request] and had a great evening with her. We'll be celebrating with the rest of the family on Sunday with a party. We all can't believe she has lived this long but hope she also lives longer! We love you grandma and we hope you had a great birthday!!

Remembering 9/11

2011-09-11T19:26:00.000-07:00

May we ALL remember that day, Tuesday September 11, 2001. Ten years ago. We will never forget all those individuals, families and loved ones who lost someone that day. May we never forget the men and women who continually serve our country EVERY SINGLE DAY for our freedom. May we thank them, solute them, pray for them. We are where we are today because of them, because of us and because of The Lord. May we pray to him, to keep this freedom because he is there. He's always there, holding our hand, giving us courage, and giving us knowledge. All that we need to continue through each day. May we also thank HIM for what we have, the people still in our lives and simply for having Him in our lives.

May God bless America!

Father's Day

2011-06-23T14:40:00.001-07:00

Happy belated Father's day to those men in our lives that are fathers and that look after us. I have been so busy with work, I just havent had the time for anything lately. So here's my shout out...

To by father, Patrick James Baldwin. Oh how I love you! I miss you EVERYDAY. I think about what you would say or do in everything I do. You were the best father to me for the first 9 years of my life than I will ever have in my whole entire life. I know you're still with me and I know that you hope for the best...we all do. You will always be my knight and shinning armor, my hero, my best friend. Words cannot do justice for how greatly I'm appreciative for you. I miss you and love you.

Thank you to you other men in our lives. Thank you for all you do for us and the time and effort you put into everything you accomplish. Here's a picture of most of the men in our family. Happy Father's Day to each of you!

Marie's 22nd birthday

2011-05-23T15:10:00.000-07:00

We celebrated my birthday this past weekend. We went to Tres Hombres, we call it 3 homos. It's an inside joke in our family! I love that place. The food is amazing and that's an understatement! We had a party with the family too which was a lot of fun. Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes! Thank you to my family for making it the best birthday yet! Here's just a few pics of how I spent my day:

Sweetnonsensetalk.blogspot.com

2011-05-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

For those of you that might not know or just havent had the time to go over and follow, I have a new blog. A blog about me. About my life, my struggles, my happiness, my stress, and my love for things. Now we'll still have this blog. I want this to mainly be about the family and what's going on in all of our lives, not just about me. So keep following. But go and check my blog out, follow, stalk, whatever you want to call it. I hope maybe by doing so you'll feel inspired or maybe get an answer. Whatever it is, happy blogging. I'll see you over there too!

sweetnonsensetalk.blogspot.com

Happy Mother's Day

2011-05-08T15:15:00.000-07:00

Happy mother's day to all of you! Now I believe that were ALL mother's no matter if we have actually given birth or not. I believe we all have that motherly intuition, love, compassion and uniqueness in all of us. It's whether or not we actually portray it or not that makes us a great mother. I just want to wish my astonishing mother Lisa, a happy mother's day! I hope we all take the time not only today but every day to recognize the people in our lives especially our mother's that have given us life, that have given us the courage to make it through the tough times, and those that have given us that outpour of love that everyone needs.

Happy Mother's day!

Dad's birthday

2011-05-03T08:44:00.000-07:00

Today is my dad's birthday. He'd be turning 75. I know crazy huh! [Yes he is A LOT older than my mom, given that my mom just turned 50]. I know if he was here today physically, he would only want to have a nice dinner and just have the family around. So that's what were gonna do! I took off tonight so I can spend it at home with the fam. I hope you have an awesome birthday up there in heaven dad! We'll definitely eat enough for you too! We love and miss you.

Birthdays galore!

2011-05-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

Last night we celebrated 4 birthdays! Lisa, Gary, Andrew and little Matthew all have birthdays really close to each other. So we figured we would knock them all out with one punch. Happy birthday all of you!

Turning 50 aint so bad!

2011-04-25T14:40:00.000-07:00

Mom's birthday is today. I cant believe that she's turning 50, she cant be that old! Ya 50 isnt old but for my mom, I just cant see her as 50. She's always been so young, vibrant and active. She is crazy about getting things done. She is the hardest worker I have ever met in my whole life. And I dont say that about everyone. But she really is. She never skips a beat and she is always there for every little thing. She has supported me with everything that I have ever done and same with the rest of the family. Today we all took the day off to celebrate with her and went out to lunch to The Cheesecake Factory, it was delicious! Here are just a couple of the presents that she got. Happy birthday Mom! I hope you've had a fantastic day, you deserve it!

He is risen

2011-04-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

Today for Easter, I went out to Tooele to meet up with the Baldwin side of the family. I usually get together with them every holiday because that's just what we do! So every Easter the Baldwin's go camping for the whole weekend. Well I couldnt go for the entire time so I just went up today. It was so much fun. All the kids went four-wheeling and had dutch oven for dinner. I LOVE that side of the family! Their so down to earth and really includes everyone. And not to mention, they do the craziest things and have the funnest [I know that's not a word] traditions! Sorry for the lack of pictures, I just spaced taking any but will for sure next time.

While I was out with them, the rest of the family stayed home and had delicious prime steak, potatoes and just rested. When I got back, my mom made my have some and can I just say that the meat was divine! Awesome job making it mom! I hope you all had a fantastic Easter and remember that HE IS RISEN.

Family. It's about time!

2011-04-13T16:35:00.000-07:00

Can I just tell you that I freakin love my family. They are always there for me NO MATTER WHAT! Now I know thats what family is supposed to do but my family goes above and beyond belief. They have stuck by my side through thick and thin. They always know what to say and when to say it. [If only I had that trait!] They are honestly some of the very few people that have been by my side when I have been at my lowest, when I've cried all thru the night, when I have acted insane, when I say stupid things and when I dont look my best! They might not understand exactly what I'm going through at that moment but they do realize that that's when I need a friend, the time that I really need someone to lean on. I know everyone says that they have the best family, and they do...for them. But I have to say that I HAVE THE BEST FAMILY for me! So here's a shout out to my awesome fam! I love you guys!

Grandpa Glen

2011-03-27T14:55:00.000-07:00

Doesnt this man seem like the greatest grandpa on earth? Well, he is! This is Travis's grandpa, he passed away March 22, 2011. He was sick a few years back but he passed away unexpectedly. We had his funeral on Satuday up in Idaho and it was the most outpouring of love I've ever felt towards someone. If anyone deserves the utmost respect, love and compassion, it's this man. This is Travis's best friend! They were inseperable. I met him a few years ago at Travis's farewell and homecoming and we became buddies ever since! I knew from that moment on that this man was a spiritual giant. We sat and talked about whatever you could think of for hours. Just from that small moment of time, he impacted my life in such a way I will never forget.

When Travis told me that day that his grandpa passed away, I was shocked! I couldnt believe that this was HIS time. He was so young and vibrant. Thats when I told Travis that I was comin up (to Idaho) for the funeral. When I got up there Friday night, I could feel the abundance of love and humility within the family and friends. His family is so caring, I felt at home. Grandpa Glen's funeral was beautiful! He wasnt the type of person that liked attention but whether he wanted it or not, he surely got it now. He deserved those hundreds of people that came out to show their love and respect to him and to his beautiful dear wife, grandma Pat.

With everything that has happened in both Travis and my life, I believe that grandpa Glen was telling us something. He definetly was here on earth to teach all of us the lessons of life and how to be better individuals. He was a remarkable example! Words cannot express how loving and giving he was. By knowing him, I am eternally grateful for the lessons he has taught not only myself and travis, but the rest of the world. We will all deeply miss you grandpa Glen and know that we will see you again someday soon!

Double Wammy!

2011-03-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we celebrated Aunt Carolyn and my cousin Evan's birthday. Both of their birthdays are in March. This year for all the adults, we all decided to only do birthday cards instead of all the presents which I think will be a good thing. The kids still will get presents-too bad I have grown up! haha. Anyways, have a happy birthday Carolyn and Evan!

I have to vent!

2011-03-09T07:38:00.000-08:00

My apologies to those that are reading this, but I have to vent! Now I want to make it known that this is NOT directed at anyone in particular but at a large group of people, so please dont take offense if you think its you because it probably isnt you. I want to ask, what does "sustaining" mean to you? Well to me, it has a lot of definitions. A few would be:
1. To keep in existence; maintain.
2. To supply with necessities or nourishment; provide for.
3. To support; keep from falling.
4. To support by participating.
So now I ask you the question, why in the world do people not participate in those activities that are FOR them? I only bring this up is because I know a few individuals including myself who have callings (in different capacities) who hardly ever get members out to their activities. If you dont come to these activities then why did you sustain those individuals? Why do we have these activities? Now I know everyone is busy, but your not too busy to take an hour out of your life to participate in an activity-in return your supporting those that put on those activities. I guess I just dont get it-you think I would because I am busy. I have school a few days a week, more than a full time job that depands everything out of me, basketball, a family, friends and not to mention dating! So please dont tell me that it's because "I'm too busy," I'M BUSY-WERE ALL BUSY. Sorry, I cant buy that line that your busy. I cant think of any other reasons/excuses that people could or do use because it isnt that hard to take an hour or even two to participate and support those activities that are for you and for you to get away from those worldly daily tasks. Maybe someone can help me understand this but I guess until then, I'll never understand why people dont come out to the numerous church activities.

Thank you sooo much for letting me get that out! Have a great day!

Baylee's 4th birthday

2011-03-03T07:47:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday Baylee!! Her birthday was back on February 17th, we had a family party last week for her. I cant believe your 4 already-you are growing up so fast and becoming that princess you always dream of! I love you soooo freakin much girl and I hope you had an awesome birthday.

Valentines Day is a special day...

2011-02-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

Valentines Day in our family isnt just about showing those we love how much we really love them. It's David's birthday! This year he came home on Friday and stayed till Sunday. So he wasnt home on his real birthday day but the whole family came over to celebrate it before he had to go back home. Here he's showing his favorite gift...his new bowling shoes! I cant believe that he's already 25, where has the time gone?! We hope you had an AWESOME birthday David and another great year to come!

Speaking of David, I just couldnt just not post this. Friday when he came home he brought grandma, mom and I all some flowers for our Valentines gifts. I thought that that was SOOOO thoughtful because not only did he think of us for Valentines but this is HIS weekend, HIS birthday weekend. When he totally didnt even have to do anything for us. What a very thoughtful, sweet and generous young man David has become. Thank you so much David!

Sweet Muffers

2011-02-01T15:42:00.000-08:00

Our sweet Muff passed away last night. She has been sick for such a long time and finally Monday night was her last straw. She's been having seizures for months now and she just wasnt coming out of this one. Grandma came to the decision to have her finally put down. Now we've had dogs pass away in the past but Muff was so close to each and every single one of us and was ultimately my grandma's best friend. According to grandma now [in her words], "we are NOT getting another dog!" lol we probably wont for awhile lets be honest we will sure miss havin a dog in the house. Hopefully grandma wont get too lonely! My uncle Earl came down to bury Muff in our backyard with all of our other animals. Yes, we have a designated corner for all of our deceased animals. We'll sure miss you Muffers!

Remembering HIM!

2011-01-26T06:00:00.000-08:00

Every year I hope and pray that this day would be easier but it just isnt. It only gets harder! 12 years ago today, my dad passed away from a heart attack. He had coronary artery disease. He kind of brought it on himself with not making good choices in his life at the time. If I had just one wish in this whole world, it would be to have in physcially and mentally here. I know he's watching down on me from above and that one day I'll be able to see him again. I just wish that he was here especially in those hard times that seem to come frequently lately. But lets get down to reality, I'm not gonna get that wish so I gotta keep trekin' on because it's what HE wants. If anyone asks me who my best friend is, it would be my dad! I have had friends come and go but he has ALWAYS been here for me even if he's not physically. [I have to mention that my mom comes in a quick 2nd! lol] I know that with the trials that I have daily, he's holdin my hand to help me get through them. Every year on his birthday and death date, I always do a little somethin to remember him. My mom and I try and spend some time with each other because it's the two hardest days of the year in our lives.

On a totally different note, everytime I talk about my parents to someone I always mention that I look everything like my dad. Honestly, I dont think I really look a lot like my mom, I look more like my dad when he was younger and we have the same facial features. I'm hoping later this year that I'll be changing my last name because I'M NOT AN OLSEN. I'm a Baldwin and that's who I'll always be. Olsen isnt my father's last name so why should I have it? I'm a Baldwin deep down so lets face it, I might as well change my last name to it.

Dad, I miss you like crazy and I think about you everyday. I will never forget you and with every decision I make, I have and always will think about what you would do or say. I love you so much and I know you just want the best for me. I'll try and make you proud dad! Remember, the Lord loves us all and knows what he's doing and only gives us what we CAN handle. I'll see you soon dad!

Always and forever family!

2011-01-23T13:41:00.000-08:00

This weekend I went down to my uncle's house in Lehi to help him move back down to Arizona. Two of my cousins and two of their friends came up from to help him move. He originally moved up here from Arizona a few years ago but due to somewhat recent family issues, he is leasing out his house and moving back down there to be with all of his kids. I love this family sooooo freakin much and my uncle didnt deserve what has happened. But I know if anyone can make it through it, he can. He's such a strong-willed and spiritual person! He has overcame SO MANY obsticales in his life which has only made him stronger. It really is sad that he's moving back down there because I wont be able to see him as much, but that's where he needs to be. He needs to be with his children that unconditionally love him. I didnt get any pictures of us moving, but my aunt CeCe did so hopefully I'll steal the few that she took. We were all just workin and laughin so hard! haha It's crazy cz were really so much alike. But here's a picture of us back on Jarom's wedding day. My two cousins that came up were Mark and Brent, pictured below.

L to R: Mark (left side), Randy (my uncle), Cory (back), Me, Jarom (back) and Brent (in front)

Happy birthday you four!!

2011-01-17T06:40:00.000-08:00

Last night we celebrated uncle Earl's, Aaron's, Karen's and CC's birthday. Uncle Earl's birthday was back on January 5th, CC's birthday is today the 17th and Aaron's and Karen's birthday is coming up on the 26th of January. We had a nice dinner and then cake and ice cream. It was all delicious! Happy birthday all of you!

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-27T06:36:00.000-08:00

Christmas eve we went to my uncle Aaron's house for the festivities. His little daughter (my cousin) was born on Christmas day 6 years ago so we always celebrate her birthday when we celebrate Christmas. Here's some of the action. Happy 6th birthday Audrey! On Christmas day, I went out to my brother Jimmy's house and spent the whole day with the Baldwin family (not pictured for some odd reason). This year we also took a family picture because we dont know how much longer were gonna have some people in our family so I really wanted to get an updated picture. So here's my mom's side of the fam. Enjoy! We as a family hope that you and yours have had a very Merry Christmas. Remember it's not about the gifts or eating a lot, it's about Christ and the gift of giving. HaPpY hOlIdAyS!

This is why...

2010-12-22T07:24:00.001-08:00

Now this is why they have those signs that say "children under 48 inches and under only please!" My little cousins here, Charlie and Baylee had their school Christmas program last Friday, in which they sang so awesome! Afterwards we went to Carl's Jr and I guess this is what I get from going in that play pin playground thing with them.

Alysse's birthday

2010-12-17T06:35:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday Alysse! I'm so happy your in our family now and that we can share your birthday's with you! You got a lot of cool stuff...enjoy hun!

What are you thankful for?

2010-11-26T07:31:00.000-08:00

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! As a family we spent most of it at aunt Karen's house where of course we had a yummy delicious lunch/dinner and as always it's so good to see everyone. Unfortunately Evan, Natali, the kids, Aaron, Carolyn, Audrey and Gary couldn't make it, they ventured their way up to Idaho. Also mom couldnt make it, she came down with the flu that same morning. I also went out to my other brothers house in Grantsville for my second Thanksgiving dinner. But this isn't my point of this post. The point I'm trying to make is, what are you REALLY thankful for? I [Marie] am thankful for MANY MANY people and things. First off I am thankful/grateful for my religion. I don't know where I would be if I wasn't LDS and also for the experiences I get to have. Second, my family. They do so much for me that I could never ever repay them. Third, my friends. I have had friends come and go, but like the good ol' saying goes, the ones that mean something that will always last! So true. And last but definitely not least, the earth. I am grateful everyday for the water I get to drink, the land I get to walk on, the blue (sometimes cloudy) skies and the colorful trees. These are only a few things but they are the most important things in my life that I am personally thankful for. There's of course many more but that would just take days to name them all. So I ask you, what are you truly thankful for? And are you honestly grateful for these things all year round and not just for the Thanksgiving holiday. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Grandma's 80th birthday!

2010-11-15T14:34:00.000-08:00

Today is grandma's 80th birthday!! Last night we had our family party in which she got soooo many cool and needed things! Her request for her cake was a white cake with raspberry and cream cheese frosting, in which I made, then strawberry ice cream. It was so yummy if I say so myself lol. Today we took a drive up to Park City and to Heber. She loves getting out of the house, so it was a good long drive for her. Tonight we'll all go out to dinner to a place of her choice. It was so funny, I asked her how it feels to be 80 now and she said that she can officially say that she's old haha. I'm so grateful that she is still around in our lives and that she is still trekin' on. I dont know what I would do without her. I love you so much grandma, I hope you have had a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

McDonalds SUCK!

2010-11-11T07:43:00.000-08:00

So I have to share my McDonalds horrible experience that I had last night with you! K so I worked ALL DAY LONG yesterday, 15 hours straight and then I was on call all night. So When I got off last night at 930pm and before I had to come back to work at 11pm I decided to go and get somethin to eat. And I definitely was NOT gonna cook anything, so I decided to go to McDonalds, in which I dont really eat there often but I was craving it. So I pull up to the drive thru with 20 cars in line. I wait there for about 10 minutes with no movement anywhere. I then decided to go inside to place my order. As I was standing inside, I was completely ignored by the employees. When I finally got their attention, I placed my order for a burger and 2 apple pies. As the employee handed me my burger, he said that they were out of apple pies and if I wanted fries or a drink. I then said, "WHAT??? Your out of apple pies and you didnt tell me this before I paid? AND NO I dont want a drink or fries in place of it because the value of those apple pies are more than fries or a drink. It takes McDonalds more money to make and heat those pies than it does for fries or a drink!" He repeatedly insisted on giving me some fries or a drink. I finally then said that I wanted a refund of the all whoppin' $1.08 for those non-existant apple pies. He said that he would put it back on my card and that's when I said, "no, you can give me cash back so that your till is short and your manager's gonna ask why." He finally gave me that whole big $1.08 back and said that they were short handed that night. "Well buddy I have news for you, everyone in the world is short handed these days but we all can do our jobs efficiently and effectively" I said. If I can do my job efficiently, effectively and adequetly EVERY DAY with being short handed, so can you. I then said thank you and walked out.

I guess the moral or should I say morals of the story is that make sure they have those dang apple pies before you pay for your food and also maybe not quite yell at the McDonalds employee. I know your probably saying to yourself, "wow Marie your mean!" But as I re-read this, it sounds meaner than it actually came out. I just believe if I can do my own job just fine efficiently, effectively and adequetly, so can he. And really, how hard is it to tell someone BEFORE they pay that their out of apple pies?! I dont get it. Anyways, that's my horrible McDonalds story. And I'm sure I'll be going back there SOMEDAY just not anytime soon!

FrIeNdS 4 LiFe!

2010-11-04T08:03:00.000-07:00

I have to say that I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for. I have so many people in my life that care so much and I really couldnt be more grateful! But these 4 people have stuck by me through thick and thin and have been there for me the longest! I have much more to say about them, but we all know that that would go on for days haha. Greg-You have been my right hand man for forever! I love how I can tell you ANYTHING and you wont judge me but you'll also give me your honest opinion. You have and always will be my "man of honor" haha. Shayla- Oh man oh man, you have been by far my LONGEST friend EVER! We've had our ups and downs but as I think back, you have been someone I have always looked up to. I love your personality and I love how we both have the same viewpoints on many things. Courtney-I love how through the friends we have had, we have always been each others friend. No matter what, I know that the two of us will always stick together. Even though you decided to move so far away from me, you will always be apart of the family. Mitch- Can I just say that I will never forget all the outrageous memorable moments that we have had together! From high school, pizza outings and hanging out, I have had the best times of my life.

Now I have many more friends that have influenced my life, but these 4 have ALWAYS supported me AND my family in sooooo many ways. I just hope that one day I can repay them in being the same best friend that they are to me. I love each of you so freakin much! Thanks for all you do. I do have to mention that through this past month with everthing going on from grandma having her stroke to mom and I going thru the temple, these 4 have really been there for me and have basically been right by my side through all of it! Here's some pictures from this past month of what they have also contributed to our lives with everything else that have done for our family!

The flowers Greg gave to my grandma after her stroke!

This cute little pumpkin Shayla gave to my grandma after her stroke. What a thoughtful idea!

A congrats card & a temple pin from Mitch!

My temple dress that Courtney bought me. I LOVE IT!

My mom and I on our temple day! October 30, 2010

I know that MY Redeemer lives!

2010-10-28T12:09:00.000-07:00

Can I just say that I freakin LOVE this song!!

I know that my Redeemer lives.
What comfort this sweet sentence gives!
He lives, he lives, who once was dead.
He lives, my ever-living Head.

He lives to bless me with his love.
He lives to plead for me above.
He lives my hungry soul to feed.
He lives to bless in time of need.

He lives to grant me rich supply.
He lives to guide me with his eye.
He lives to comfort me when faint.
He lives to hear my soul’s complaint.

He lives to silence all my fears.
He lives to wipe away my tears.
He lives to calm my troubled heart.
He lives all blessings to impart.

He lives, my kind, wise heav’nly Friend.
He lives and loves me to the end.
He lives, and while he lives, I’ll sing.
He lives, my Prophet, Priest, and King.

He lives and grants me daily breath.
He lives, and I shall conquer death.
He lives my mansion to prepare.
He lives to bring me safely there.

He lives! All glory to his name!
He lives, my Savior, still the same.
Oh, sweet the joy this sentence gives:
“I know that my Redeemer lives!”

He lives! All glory to his name!
He lives, my Savior, still the same.
Oh, sweet the joy this sentence gives:
“I know that my Redeemer lives!”

[Lyrics from lds.org]

I love to see the temple, I'm going there Saturday!

2010-10-28T06:53:00.001-07:00

My mom and I are going through the Salt Lake Temple this Saturday October 30, 2010. We are soooo excited and happy for each other. This is such a milestone in both of our lives and we couldnt be more grateful for this opportunity! I never ever thought that I would be going through the temple with MY MOM! Hardly anyone gets this opportunity to go through with their own mom! I am so glad that were doing and also to become a closer family. I am so happy for her and all that she has accomplished in her life and especially for this. She is such an amazing mom and she honestly does WAAAAAAY too much for me. I owe her my life, literally! I know everyone says that they have the best mom, but honestly, I DO! After all that she has been through in her life, I cant believe that she is as strong as she is today. Out of everyone I know, my mom definitely deserves the best that she could ever get! Mom-I am sooooo happy for you and all that you have done to get this far. I cant wait to see what lies ahead of you. This is going to be such a joyous day and I cant wait for it to come (only 2 more days). You are my number 1 best friend and I couldnt ask for any better hero! I love you mom!

Wedding Cake

2010-10-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

Saturday I tried my 1st wedding cake! And can I just say that I DO have things to work on with it. It's A LOT of work and very very stressful but I think I actually might like doing more than just birthday/generic cakes like I have been doing. Dont get me wrong, I love doing these cakes but a wedding cake just seems to be more self-rewarding. Here's some pictures from this attempted wedding cake, hopefully I can get a cake blog going to show off all my cakes which will be a sidenote thing to our family blog. Keep your eyes out for that though! hahaha

4 days after the departure from the hospital

2010-10-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

Grandma came home late Thursday night. She is doin a little better, she still has to be on O2 but she is REALLY grateful to be back in her own home and in her own bed. She has to take things super slow now and she now has to use a walker. She has started some new medication and also has discontinued some too. Right now its really hard for her to get back in the swing of things but I think after some time she'll get used to the idea that she cant go back to all the things that she used to do.
She is such an independent person that this is making it really hard for her. Not to mention, she is such a strong-willed, courageous, and determined [almost] 80 year old. I look up to her so much and I am so grateful that she is still living. I owe her so much that I honestly could NEVER repay her for all that she has done for me in my life. Here is a song I just found over the weekend that couldnt describe this any better. It's by Kellie Pickler so if you can look it up and really listen to it, it's a lot better but here's the lyrics for now:
Every day when school got out
I'd get off the bus and I'd run down
That old dirt road where you were waiting for me
On the front porch in that blue swing
You'd be smiling and we would sing
'Amazing Grace' and 'Jesus Loves Me'
You were like my mother
You were my best friend
You were everything I want to be
And all the good inside of me
There's never been
Never been another
That loved me like you did
My grandmother, my angel
Even though I can't touch your face
I feel you with me every day
I wish you could see all my dreams coming true
When I get lost I close my eyes
And I feel you shining down so bright
I feel you shining down on me
You were like my mother
You were my best friend
You were everything I want to be
And all the good inside of me
There's never been
Never been another
That loved me like you did
My grandmother, my angel
You were like my mother
You were my best friend
You were everything I want to be
And all the good inside of me
There's never been
Never been another
That loved me like you did
My grandmother, my angel My angel

Mini Stroke

2010-10-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Grandma went to the doctors office to have a follow up appointment and as she was there, she was starting to get weak and pass out. They rushed her to IMC in an ambulance. They did some blood work and a lot of other tests to see what was wrong. After 5 hours in the ER, she was admitted to the 14th neurology floor. With all of the tests results that came back, it showed that grandma did have a mini stroke. It's nothing too serious, she did spend the night in the hospital so that the doctors could run more tests so we'll see what they say. I went in and checked on her this morning and she looks better than she did yesterday. One thing that she did mention this morning was that, "I hate this uncomfortable hospital bed!" haha so true. Were all hoping that she can come home today but like I said, we'll have to see what other tests they do and those results.
Thank you all of you for your love, support and prayers. We will keep you posted on any results that come our way.

Aunt Lydia's birthday

2010-10-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

Sunday we celebrated Aunt Lydia's birthday. I dont think she'd appreciate me tellin how old she is turning but I can say that she doesnt look a day over 30. haha. She is so thoughtful and such an amazing seamstress. Everything she does is sooo giving and generous. I love you aunt Lydia and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Class of 1948

2010-09-28T06:18:00.001-07:00

Grandma's high school class of 1948 had their reunion this past Friday. They had a little program and dinner at Golden Corral. Mom went with her. She had a blast and she mentioned that it was really great to see everyone. She said that they all decided to start holding their reunions every 2 years now. I said that's because their all turnin 80 years old and they have to keep in touch even more now!
Here's some things of the year 1948:
~The Foreign Assistance Act (The Marshall Plan) is agreed to provide more than $13 billion in aid to war torn Europe between 1948 and 1951.
~ The Porsche is founded
~United States President Harry S. Truman
~Average Cost of new house $7,700.00
~Average wages per year $2,950.00
~Cost of a gallon of Gas 16 cents
~Average Cost of a new car $1,250.00
~Loaf of Bread 14 cents
~LB of Hamburger Meat 45 centsS
~Science and Mechanics Magazine 20 cents
~Movie Ticket 60 Cents

Everybody could use some O2

2010-09-22T08:01:00.000-07:00

Yes it's true, can we get a Hallelujah!! Grandma did go to the heart doctor yesterday and was prescribed O2. The doctor first called her last week and basically just said that he needed to talk with her and that her appointment was on Tuesday. So she went in and her oxygen was stating at 72. Now lets keep in mind that really anything stating under 90 is an red flag! 72 is definetly NOT GOOD! So I think that that really confirmed to the doctor that she REALLY does need it. We really have to thank LeeAnn who helped this doctor get with the program to consider grandma for oxygen. All this time I have been saying that she has needed it, but really I think that the doctors just think, "who cares what Marie thinks!" Well I have worked in the medical field so some time know that I DO KNOW when someone needs oxygen, I'm not an idiot. I do patient care everyday, I freakin know a lot more than people [grandma's doctors] give me credit for!

But a big thank you to LeeAnn and everyone else who cares so much for grandma and her well-being. She and the rest of us will never forget everything that you all have done for us. I honestly believe that with this oxygen, she'll have more energy to do things just has basic conversations. My grandma is one AmAzInG person that hopefully I can accomplish just as much as she has in my own life. Her 80th birthday is coming up and I just hope that she has the best birthday ever!

Miss Murray Pagaent

2010-09-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

My friend Ashley competed in the Miss Murray Pagaent this year again and I have to say that she did awesome! She looked soooooo beautiful and performed amazingly! This year she played a piece on the piano in which she just barely learned how to play the piano about 6 months ago. The piece was so pretty. And all of her dresses, hair and makeup turned out to be perfect! Ashley is one of the very few people I know that does EVERYTHING for everyone else. She never thinks of herself first, she always always puts others first. Her whole life revolves around service in which I totally admire. She is sooooo caring and giving and she loves everyone no matter who they are or what they have done or do. Ashley is now the 2nd attendant for Miss Murray 2011. Congrats girl!!
Kaitlin Pollei: Miss Murray 2011, Mallory Rogers: 1st Attendant, Ashley Frederickson: 2nd Attendant, Emma Griffith: 3rd Attendant, Katie Kelsey: 4th Attendant and the Little Miss Murray Heather Bernstein.

Also a HUGE thanks to Stacey Hansen for all the hard work that she did for the citizens of Murray City and for the city itself. Her Pay It Forward platform was a ginormous success and will never die. We will never forget all of the time and effort that she put into everything she did as Miss Murray 2010. YOU can Pay It Forward to by visiting payitforwardtoday.org

HCG

2010-09-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

Well yes, I did it. Or should I say, I tried! I did it for way less than I was planning on or actually should have done it for. I did it for 2 weeks. This would be a long long post if I went into details about everyday, so I wont let you go thru that boredom. But I do have to say that it was the hardest thing I have EVER done in my WHOLE entire life! I'm not even lying! I totally believe in this diet/program and it DOES work. I lost 5 pounds in the 1st week alone-it was amazing! And 3 pounds this 2nd week. But I am a sucker for snacking on food and I just gave in. I know, I know I souldn't have cz it was going so well but I came to the decision that if you really want this to work, you have to be FULLY INVESTED in it. I mean like this is all you ever think about! It's crazy. Well, the reason why I decided to put this on hold for awhile was because of my crazy busy life schedule. With the long hours I work and then having to rush around to make it to school in the evenings and then try to make it to bed at a reasonable time, it was just soooo hard to figure out when and what I'm gonna eat. I think after this semester is over, I'll try it again but as for now, I'm just going to go back to eating healthy.

Like I said, this program actually works! I have tried almost every other healthy diet/program out there and I haven't had this much success at loosing weight. Now I know your probably saying to yourselves, "why in the world do you want to loose weight Marie?" or "you don't need to loose weight Marie, your skinny." Well I have news for you-I do have a few pounds to loose. Now I'm not saying that I want to be 87 pounds but what I am saying is that we all do have a few pounds to loose and that was my goal. This is America-about 30% of the population is obese, and I am NOT going to be in that statistic! I honestly do want to loose these utterly hideous love handles and I will. Judge me or judge me not but if you dont want to be in that 30%, you'll do something about it too. So if your thinking about loosing weight, research everything you can about this program and see if it's in your best interest. I have friends that have lost numerous pounds on this program and they all agree that it IS the program for you if you do want to loose weight. But like I mentioned, you do have to be fully invested and put everything you got into it.

Now please feel free to leave comments or you have qustions about HCG. Remember it's YOUR HCG!

Never Forgotten

2010-09-11T08:00:00.000-07:00

As today is September 11th, we all remember 9 years ago and the tradgic events that happened that day. I remember just the other day hearing that some 10,000 kids lost a parent/parents that day. I cant even imagine loosing a loved one to that kind of tragedy. Thank you all you men and women out there who fight for our country. To pay some of my respects, here are some quotes that I think we can all ponder about. Remember freedom ISN'T free.

"Thousands of lives were suddenly ended by evil, despicable acts of terror. The pictures of airplanes flying into buildings, fires burning, huge structures collapsing, have filled us with disbelief, terrible sadness and a quiet, unyielding anger."--George W. Bush

“Today, we gather to be reassured that God hears the lamenting and bitter weeping of Mother America because so many of her children are no more. Let us now seek that assurance in prayer for the healing of our grief stricken hearts, for the souls and sacred memory of those who have been lost. Let us also pray for divine wisdom as our leaders consider the necessary actions for national security, wisdom of the grace of God that as we act, we not become the evil we deplore.”- Rev. Nathan Baxter, Dean of Washington National Cathedral

"The hero is commonly the simplest and obscurest of men." Henry David Thoreau

"It is easy to take liberty for granted, when you have never had it taken from you." ~Author unknown, sometimes attributed to M. Grundler

“Time is passing. Yet, for the United States of America, there will be no forgetting September the 11th. We will remember every rescuer who died in honor. We will remember every family that lives in grief. We will remember the fire and ash, the last phone calls, the funerals of the children." - President George W. Bush, November 11, 2001

Viva Las Vegas Baby!

2010-08-31T09:32:00.000-07:00

This past weekend I took my mom to Vegas for a few days. She's never been there before so I thought she'd love it...and she did! We flew out there and stayed at the Excalibur Hotel. Ya it's old but hey I get it cheap. We first hit the strip shopping and site seeing. I really wanted to take her to the Coca-Cola shop and the M&M world shop because she is obsessed with coke and M&M's-it's nuts, so we went there later in the day. At the Coke shop they have the "tastes from around the world" that you can try. It's all the of different coke flavors from different parts of the world. Some where delicious but a few were rancid! Our faces were priceless hahaha! Later we did some more shopping and some more site-seeing. We also went to dinner at the Outback Steakhouse...mmm delicious as you can see from the pictures! If you ever go there make sure your willing to spend your money. Vegas was so much fun, I love all the comotion and the craziness of it all. Mom loved it too! Our trip was short but at least my mom and I got to get away for awhile which was desperatly needed! Thanks for coming mom! (My apologies for the numerous pictures-I just had to post them!)

Birthday's x 3

2010-08-18T22:47:00.000-07:00

The month of August is always so busy with birthdays in our family as I'm sure it is in all of yours too. This month we celebrated Aunt Betty, Natali and Charlie's birthdays all together! We wont mention Aunt Betty's or Natali's ages but Charlie turned the big 5!!! haha I have to laugh because Natali is usually the one that takes the pictures and her battery in her camera was dead so I was the one that took all the pictures so what did I do that she always does? Well she always has the kids smile and pose with their presents, it's actually really funny because they act like their sooooo trained hahaha. So not only did I make Charlie do this but I turned the tables around and had Natali do it too! We had a good laugh out of it! Oh and she also made this freakin awesome superman cake! She is sooooooo talented! Unfortunatly Aunt Betty couldnt make it to her party but we gave her presents to her before hand. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLIE, NATALI, AND AUNT BETTY!

Class of 1980

2010-07-31T13:52:00.000-07:00

Last night was mom's 30 year graduating class reunion and she had a blast! She loves going to those cz she likes seeing how much people have changed and how much some are still the same! haha. (I cant wait till I can see those kind of changes!) She has kept in touch with a few of them that actually still live around here in Murray. The reunion was at The Gathering Place at Gardner Village. They had a buffet style dinner and it was delicious! My mom said that it's crazy how much time REALLY does fly by and how much you realize you dont miss high school!Here's some random and crazy facts that we found that happened in the year 1980:

Summer Olympics in Moscow, USSR, The US boycotts.
Post-It Notes are introduced by 3-M.

John Lennon is assassinated by Mark David Chapman.

Ronald Reagan is elected, defeating Jimmy Carter, and takes credit for freeing the Iranian hostages in his innaugural speech.

CNN is launched as the first all news network.

US hockey team beat Russia for the gold in the Winter Olympics.

Small pox is considered eradicated by the World Health Orginization.

And that was the year of 1980!

David in Disneyland

2010-07-27T08:10:00.001-07:00

David had the chance to go to Disneyland and over the second week in July. He had soooooo much fun and he said that he loved the Magic Mountain ride. He also really liked the Tower of Terror ride [my favorite]. He said that he got sunburned really bad. This was such an awesome experience that he got to go there with another guy in his day program of Chrysalis. Thank you Chrysalis for letting David have this adventurous experience!

Katie's back home!

2010-07-27T07:49:00.000-07:00

Katie got back home last night from Uganda, Africa. As I previously mentioned (in an earlier post), she went to Uganda on a humanitarian trip. She was gone for 6 weeks and it was the longest 6 weeks of my life! She had a blast there and really wants to go back. She loved everyone there and had numerous extraordinary experiences! She took many pictures and even had a cd burned for her of some of the songs that they love over there. I'm so glad she's back but also I am sooooooo glad that she had this once in a life-time experience! Welcome home Katie! (ps, I love hearing all the stories especially about Obama and all the crazy adventures you had. I cant wait to hear more!)

Life's Short...Play Naked

2010-07-19T08:11:00.003-07:00

After girls camp this past week, I went up to Echo Lake with some friends for a few days. It was so nice up there, I could totally live there and wish I could! I am a big boater, I absolutely LOVE the water. I didn’t wakeboard really just because I wanted to tube a lot but I always get the chance to wakeboard so it wasn’t a big deal. I love love going tubing. Here’s some pictures from this adventurous trip and also two video’s that just make me laugh. Check em’ out. P.S. Thank you Allie and Brett for letting us come with you guys!
Best Friends! We’ve been friends for over half my life, since 1st grade! So what is that like 15 years already! It’s crazy, I love this girl and look up to her soooo much! Tubing The original 4 baby! ILuvYou… Allie’s awesome mom Betty!

Starting a fire. Craziness.

The technique of getting on a tube!

Young Women's Camp 2010

2010-07-19T08:11:00.001-07:00

This year I was asked to go up to girls camp to be their 1st aid person and can I just say that I had a blast. I always love being up there on our stake property and I love feeling the strong spirit up there. Everything seems to be sooo much clearer up there.
The outgoing YCL's of young women's camp 2010

The girls and some of the leaders learned how to zumba dance!
We also went to Echo Lake to swim.

These bricks are going to be placed up in the amphitheater. These bricks actually mean a lot to me because back when I was in young women’s, we were the year that started this idea. Back then, we just wrote our names on them and one of the topics in The Strength of Youth book. Those were placed as the stage up in the amphitheater and now these newer bricks that these girls are making will be placed around the ones that are already up there. They mean soooo much to me and it makes me happy that my year was the year that started this. It’s kind of crazy how time flies and how you ALWAYS feel this wonderful and spiritual feeling up here. I love this place!

4th or should I say 3rd of July 2010

2010-07-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

This year our family was supposed to go up to Lava Hot Springs but those plans fell through just because of some health problems and such. So we decided to stay here around home and hang out with friends and family. I went with 2 of my best friends to the good ol’ Murray Park to watch the fireworks. This has always been a tradition with the family to watch them there. Murray City ALWAYS puts on such a great show.

Randy's 27th Birthday

2010-07-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

My cousin Randy celebrated his 27th birthday in the past couple weeks. (Sorry to be so far behind in blogging!). But he is one of the most wonderful and generous guys I know, hint hint girls! I can’t believe that he’s 27 already. Your getting old there Randy! Haha jk.

Happy Fathers Day

2010-06-21T07:40:00.000-07:00

A week before the actual Father's Day, our family celebrated it together since a lot of our family were gonna be out of town for the real day. It was sooo awesome to celebrate our fathers and for all they do! I just want to say Happy Father's Day to all the "father's" in my life, Uncle Earl, Uncle Aaron, Roger, Evan, Brian Fait, Karl Frederickson and to whoever else I am missing but espcially my dad! Thank you so much for all you do for me and for being such a great example! I love you so much dad and I know that your looking down watching and guiding me through my life. I miss you so much and I know that you couldnt be happier for me at this time.

Those people will always last!

2010-06-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

You know that saying that goes something like "some will come and some will go but the ones that mean something will always last," well so true! haha So one of my best friends Katie went to Africa this past Friday and it's only been 3 days so far and I freakin miss her! It's crazy to believe that she's over there doing awesome humanitarian service stuff but it's I think crazier to believe that she's not here for the next 6 weeks that I cant tell everything to like I usually do. Now, I still have my other best friends still in town which I dont know what I would do if they all left on trips too but thank goodness their not! haha. I MISS YOU KATIE, BE SAFE!

David's postponed 24th birthday

2010-06-02T14:40:00.000-07:00

Since this year has already been so crazy with the family [mostly us kids], David never got the chance to come home from Cedar City for his 24th birthday back in February on Valentines day. So he came home this past weekend for the Memorial holiday in which we celebrated his birthday then. He was soooo excited to come home and it was also great to have him home since it has been such a long time. Here is his new bike that we bought him so that he had one here at home and not just one down in Cedar City. Happy birthday David!

Marie's 21st birthday

2010-05-24T07:02:00.001-07:00

Now I had to have pumpkin pie and rainbow sherbet for my desert, I love both of those!

Yep, I'm 21 and officially legal now! haha. I had a fantastic birthday-Thank you sooooo much everyone and especially you mom!! I love you so freakin much. My birthday was on Friday May 21st and I basically just hung out with family and friends, oh and I got a new drivers license because mine expired! I had dinner with my mom and grandma and then went to desert with some friends and then hot tubbing after that. Saturday I worked in the day and then went to dinner with my awesome friend Courtney and then went to the Sandy pagaent to support our friend Ashley F., then to Jump On It with some other friends. Sunday, I of course went to church and then had my family birthday party which was awesome!! I had a sweet visit from one of my best friends Lyndsay. Thank you to all my family and friends for all of the birthday wishes and you cant forget all the presents! I love you all and I am so grateful for all of you that care about me and that actually show that you care by the littlest things you do. THANK YOU!

Bathroom makeover

2010-05-17T07:56:00.000-07:00

It was 2 summers ago that grandma and I decided to paint our bathroom, well I picked what kind of color and she went along with it, she liked it then. Well as you can see, it turned out to be darker than what grandma thought. I liked it, I thought it was very hip for such an old home. So for the past 2 years almost everyday, you'd hear grandma complaining about how horrible the bathroom looked and mainly how dark it was in there and that you couldnt see a thing. So last weekend I was actually thinking about another painting project (since I do an around-the-house project every summer) and it came to my attention that I should just repaint the bathroom right then and there. So after much consideration (honestly like 10 minutes of thinking about doing it) I went to home depot and got some ideas and some primer and white paint. I was in the "mode" of changing how this bathroom was gonna look! After all, it's what grandma wanted! So that same evening, I started on the bathroom. Since I really didnt have any big bunches of time to work on it, I had to split it up between a whole week. So here's some pictures of the makeover that will have to work. I honestly totally forget to be taking pictures in between each step, oops! Even though I liked the forest green color we had before (and it matched the shower curtain so well), I really like this blue color we have on here now! (which also matches the shower curtain) Good thing for a multi-colored curtain, right?!! Grandma really LOVES this new blue color, which is great to hear.

P.S. these are the new pictures on the wall! I love them.

Sorry for the not so good pictures, but you get the idea of the change!

Charlie's performance

2010-05-16T10:39:00.000-07:00

Charlie had his primary performance on Friday and he did such a GREAT job! He is so cute and is such a little stud! He's definetly gonna be a knock out when he grows up to be such a handsome man! I love you Charles.

Matthew Conan Hanson

2010-05-13T10:54:00.000-07:00

Matthew Conan Hanson was born on Tuesday May 11, 2010 at 6lbs 13 oz and 18.5 inches long born to my awesome cousins Natali and Evan Hansen! Congrats!!!! This little guy is soooo adorable, I'm so glad that he's apart of our family now.

HaPpY bIrThDaY dAd!

2010-05-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

This past Monday, May 3rd 2010 was my father's birthday. Even though he's not here physically, I know he is spiritually and helps my mom, the rest of my family and I get through each day. I love you so much dad, happy Birthday!

Mom's Birthday

2010-04-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday April 25th was mom's birthday. It was such a beautiful day! We started it out with going to dinner the night before on Saturday to the Olive Garden and then had our family birthday party at our house the night of her birthday on Sunday. Since two of my cousins birthdays are in the same week of my mom's, we also usually celebrate their birthday's too with mom's. Gary and Andrew both share the same birthday April 28th. Their brothers in which their not twins, their 6 years apart but still share the same birthday. How cool is that?! Here's a few pics from the birthday bash!

Somethin to do

2010-04-14T14:41:00.000-07:00

Now this is Marie's, so lets not get confused or anything!
A - Attached or Single? Single
B - Best Friend: Greg & Katie
C - Cake or Pie: pie, no lemon please....yuck! But apple, pumpkin, rasberry, and especially cheesecake!
D - Day of choice: Fridays just cz I get those days off of work!
E - Essential Item: chapstick for sure!!
F - Favorite Colors: Brown and red
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Worms
H- Hometown: Murray, UT
I - Indulgence(s): rice krispy treats and Cafe Rio for sure!
J - January or July: definetly July
K - Kids: Oooooh no! not even close
L - Life is incomplete without: my mom
M - Marriage Date: let me predict this.......hmm I cant just yet!
N - Number of Siblings: 9 siblings, mostly halves! but still.
O - Oranges or Apples: oranges
P - Phobias or Fears: spiders definetly. I freak out!
Q - Quotes: love em and live by em!
R -Reason to smile: the typical answer, my fam and friends!
S - Season: Summer
T - Tag Three Friends: Katie, BreAnn, and Lyndsay
U - Unknown fact about me: is allergic to cats! and also I hate them lol!
V - Very favorite Store: whiskeymilitia.com
W - Worst habit: not running as much as I should!
X - X-ray or Ultrasound: I would go for X-Ray because that sometimes means that you broker something which is my speciality it seems like and then Ultrasound sometimes means baby so definetly NOT that yet! hahaha so definetly X-Ray.
Y- Your favorite food: Mexican hands down!
Z - Zodiac: Gemini

Dates every Friday for the next month

2010-04-09T12:06:00.000-07:00

I have a date with.......my math book every Friday for the next month! Yep, I know it sounds crazy and probably stupid but I really gotta buckle down and know this stuff. I decided this the other day while I was sitting in my math class when I received one of my tests back that I got a super low score on. I am definetly not good, not even a little bit with math, I'm more of a english subject person. So since this is my 3rd time taken this same math class I really need to get focused and know this material like the back of my hand. Honestly, I should have been like this this whole semester and even the past semesters but hey this is a better time to start than never, right?! I'm hoping that I can pull this off and that I can actually pass this class with needed flying colors!

"Were taking you to court"

2010-04-02T08:36:00.000-07:00

It's kind of a long story but here it goes, So about 3 to 4 years ago an APEX alarm system sales person came to the door and sold us an alarm system. He said that it was gonna be about $40 dollars a month and we could get out of it anytime we wanted. So he had my grandma sign the contract. Keep in mind, she has been diagnosed legally blind a few years ago and so she cant really see what papers say especially fine print such as a legally binding contract. Exactly 2 days later after this, I sat down and read this contract and came to find out that it was a 5 year contract for the $40 dollars a month. Well, the sales person did not mention that it was for 5 years, he said that we could get out of it anytime. He also failed to mention a lot more details that my grandma obviously could not read. So then I called this company to try and get out of the contract since typically places like this have a 30 day return or opt out option. They told me that they only have a 24 HOUR return/opt out option. Well, I called just 48 hours since they sold it to us. They said that we could pay the rest of the amount of the contract to get out of it and that would be the only way to get out of it. Well keep in mind that that was 3 to 4 years ago. Weve gotten phone calls from this stupid company about every other day since then.
Just recently (as of last night), the company called AGAIN and told my grandma that their taking her to court. Well all along, my grandma has told them to take this stupid system out of our house and that she doesnt even want it or even use it.

I'm personally thinking that there just trying to scare my grandma but I guess we'll see. I just cant believe that they would threaten an 80 year old grandma out of all peple when in the end, their in the wrong! Yes, I know that in the beginnning we might have been in the wrong for my grandma signing that contract but they from the beginning did not give my grandma even the basic details of this contract like the 5 years of contract! We do have a lawyer in the family which is such a great thing but he's not a "family lawyer" so we might have to get his brother in law or hire someone else. This whole thing is ridiculous and I just wish that we would be done this ludacris asinine of a company.

Had to add this...

2010-03-17T10:48:00.000-07:00

So since Katie wont let me put this video up on Facebook or anywhere else, I'm puttin it up on here for all you priviledge fabulous people in my life that come and read our family's blog. Hopefully you laugh at these videos cz I still do. This was on our Spring Break 2010 vaca in St. George we just barely took. Make sure to take a look at the pictures below from this vacation!

Spring Break 2010

2010-03-17T08:32:00.000-07:00

The weekend before Spring Break a couple of my friends and I went down to St. George and Las Vegas. It was soooooo much fun, it was the funnest weekend I've had in a long time. We have sooo many stories that if you wanna know more, feel free to ask and here are some out of the many pictures that were takin. ENJOY!

Update on vehicle

2010-03-17T08:30:00.001-07:00

YES, I DID GET MY CAR BACK AND IT LOOKS SOOOO BEAUTIFUL! I'm hoping the guy/family that hit me learns from this horrible experience since it did cost their insurance over $4,500. Yes, thats right, it cost way more than anyone ever thought. And yes, I did not pay a sinlge penny but thats how it should always be. My car looks sooooo good and runs just as well as it did before so were back on the road again!

Rental Car

2010-02-12T12:25:00.000-08:00

YAY I GET A RENTAL CAR TODAY! 20 days after the accident [previously mentioned], the ball is finally rolling. I'm taking my car into the body shop on Monday to start gettting it fixed and hopefully I'll be getting it back later next week. I just cant believe it has taken this long, this much patience, time, and effort. HALLELUJAH! Thanks to everyone for being here for me, your prayers and for putting up with my complaining on this horrible event.

11 years ago today...

2010-01-26T17:05:00.000-08:00

11 years ago today, my father Patrick James Baldwin Sr. passed away from a heart attack. I cant believe time has flown by this fast. It seems as if just yesterday my mom found him dead in his bed. I was obviously young at the time and dont really remember a ton about him but what I do remember will stay with me for forever! Even though he's not here on this earth with our family, I know he's watching over us and loves us very much. I know if he was here today he would be my all time best friend but I know that the Lord is taking care of him at this time. I cant wait until we can meet up again and be together as a family again.

I know that the Lord gives us these trials and tribulations to overcome even though many times it seems as if there is no hope in sight. There is, I promise. Sometimes I feel like "well if I can survive my own father's death to the best of my ability, I can survive & really do practically anything." Thats hard to remember though, so thats why we have those people in our lives to help us with our strengths and also our weaknesses. I really am sooo grateful for the many friends I have and also including the few best friends that have stuck by my side the whole way. I couldnt ask for better people in my life right now.

Also mom, thank you so much for EVERYTHING you have done for me and also the fam. I really dont know where I would be in life right now if I didnt have you beside me every step of the way. I love you so much and I couldnt ask for a better mother, cz I have the best there ever is!

Thanks to everyone in my life who set the great example for me and also for putting up with me really! This time of year is obviously really hard for me and I couldnt make it through if I didnt have you all by my side. I have this feeling in my heart that my dad is thanking each and every single one of you for teaching how to grow up and how to be a better person. When that day comes, you all will be able to meet him and he will be one of the greatest guys you will meet. Like I have mentioned, when that day comes I know that we will be able to be together as a family again and I honestly cant wait for that day.

Dad-I want you to know that even know your up in heaven, I think about you everyday and you are always on my mind. I carry your picture around with me in the car too. I miss you very very much and I love you with my whole heart. I cant wait to see you again and be able to hug and kiss you again. Some days are super hard remembering that you arent here but then I think about things and I want to be just like you and I'm trying my hardest. Dad I know that no guy will be as good as you were but I'll try and find one that you'll approve of and know that I would be happy with. I wont let you down dad, remember I love you so very much.

Brutal car accident

2010-01-25T14:01:00.000-08:00

I think that the pictures explain this better and quicker than I can on here. But basically this past Saturday night a bunch of my friends and I were coming back from Park City down Parley's Canyon and he got rear ended and smashed up against the middle concrete barrier of the freeway. Were still dealing with the insurance companies to pay since it wasnt my car's fault and it was the other drivers fault. And if that doesnt work, sueing is my next option that I am not affraid of doing at this point in time. But we'll see how things work out and hopefully keep you all posted. I'll maybe even post the story of the accident here soon but thats only if I have time to sit down and do that lol. (Remember the silver nissan altima is my car and the white super damaged car is the other drivers car). But this is how it looked at the time of the accident....

GoInG pRiVaTe.....

2010-01-18T08:59:00.001-08:00

Yes its true, were going private! Hopefully you have access to our blog to be updated with our lives and if you dont, then email me and I will send you an invite! Thanks for being such great friends and for following our blog.
-Marie

Christmas with US!

2009-12-28T13:25:00.001-08:00

This was our first Christmas together and lets just say that it was freakin awesome! The two pictures above were from a work Christmas party that we had about a week ago and then this picture here on the right was from The Roof Restaurant where Gary took me for one of my Christmas presents. The food was delicious and the view was spectacular as you can see. And yes, this was our table, it was fabulous!

Gary is such an amazing guy. He makes me wanna be a better person and I have learned so much from him. I am soooo grateful to have him in my life. I am so blessed from him! Thanks for everything you have done for me Gary and also mainly for putting up with me.

Audrey's 5th Birthday & Christmas 2009

2009-12-28T08:51:00.000-08:00

Our little Audrey turned 5 on Christmas this year. I cant believe, time has flown by, she's getting so big! Christmas this year we celebrated it at my uncle Aaron's house again. Almost everyone was there. I love Christmas time with my family. Also the day after Christmas I took my mom to a Jazz Basketball game vs the 76ers for her Christmas present. The Jazz won by 21 points. We had lower bowl tickts practically right on the floor. It was awe-some!!

Chick Flicks

2009-12-11T12:13:00.001-08:00

A couple of weeks ago Gary and I went to dinner and then back to my house to watch a movie. He let me pick the movie that night so what did I pick.....Bride Wars. He was suprisngly willing to watch it and barely survived it. lol. So last night, I was at Smiths and I rented 2 movies, Ice Age and Julie & Julia. Later that night, after I made dinner we put in Ice Age (Gary hates Ice Age). So 10 minutes into this movie he started falling asleep, so I decided to put in the Julie & Julia movie and to see if he would stay awake for that. Yes, he did stay awake even though he critized most of the movie, he still was willing to watch.

Now here's the question, what guy sits down and watches 2 chick flick movies with their girlfriend and still is in a good mood about it? It just makes you realize what kind of a guy you have and how much they really honestly do care.

Christmas cards

2009-12-06T13:16:00.000-08:00

UGH......Christmas cards are such a great idea but they take soooooo much time! This year, I wrote up a letter about each of the family members past year in their life and it took a page and a half! I couldnt believe it but yeah alot happens in a year. Most of you will get yours but if you dont, here is our lovely 2009 Christmas Card. With the mailed ones, we sent a family picture too.
More to come this month but Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Last November, most of us spent a lot of our time at Intermountain Medical Center with Grandma Zona. As you can remember, she had a heart-attack and was taken to the ER. A few days later, she underwent a quadruple bypass heart surgery. Which later we had the disheartening news of finding out that only one of the four bypasses actually worked and still work still this day. With all the prayers and thoughts, today grandma is doing better than she has in the past year. It was a little rocky at first but now she’s doing well. She has always said that she never wanted to be a pill popper, but I guess if that’s what it comes down to, you gotta keep pressing on. She gets tired easily but she still has that eagerly mind to get housework and other such things done.
Now grandma wasn’t the only one with health problems, Lisa had a few of her own unfortunately. To this day, Mom is struggling with some bladder problems but is still trekin’ on. The doctors first suspected there was a tumor on her bladder but later figured out that that was false. They don’t quite know what’s wrong. She’s a fighter if I ever knew one. Albertsons was bought out and is now Associated Foods Market, a little different atmosphere for her, but still giving it her all like she’s always done. Lisa not only keeps busy with work but also somehow makes time to tear up bushes in the backyard. After all the hard work it looks better out there, I know hard to believe. She’s always doing housework to make our home cleaner and a more attractive place.
David still lives in Cedar City, Utah and is doing great. Hard to believe but he has gained a few pounds. His instructors are working with him on getting back to his normal weight. He still is involved with the Chrysalis program and gets to do many activities and sports. Speaking of sports, we know David has a little competitive side; he has participated in many Special Olympic sports thru this past year. He has walked away with numerous medals and trophies for sporting events such as bowling, basketball and bike riding. Yes, he still rides his bike non-stop. David comes home for the major holidays throughout the year, which it’s really good to see him.
After Marie totaled grandma’s car late last year, she has a new car in which she treats like her pride and joy. Marie also reunited with her older brother Patrick who lives in Grantsville, who’s a son of her biological father. Now she wishes to reunite with her other siblings that have her same father. Over the summer Marie learned how to “professionally” decorate cakes. She has made many cakes for many different events already even if she’s still in the learning stage. She also decided that she was sick of the big bushes in the front yard so she tore them out last year and made a new front porch. Marie has lost some friends and made many great ones over the past year, but couldn’t be happier with the choices she has made for herself.
Little Muff [the dog] has had quite a hard year for herself. She is getting old and has arthritis in her joints. There’s times when she can hardly walk on her legs. She has a suspected non-cancerous tumor on one of her hind legs. Recently she was diagnosed with an ACL tear in which makes her un-steady and not able to hardly walk at all. We realize she’s a dog but she’s our dog and she’s just as apart of the family just as anyone else is.
Some other big events in our families life whether uplifting or not was Aunt Welmia’s death. She was 88 years old and was a true fighter. She had many health problems but still kicked it full throttle all the way till the end. She’s thought of every day and is greatly missed. On a lighter and much happier note, we have been blessed with two new additions to our extended family. Alysse and Kindra both married into the family this year and we couldn’t be happier. With the three little kids; Audrey, Charlie, and Baylee, their keeping us all young or at least young at heart. With the exciting news of another little baby addition next year, our whole family is ecstatic. Slowly our family is growing with all these little ones.
From driving down to Cedar City to taking annoying family pictures, we come together. Even though were spread out across the state, were one, one family. As we sit down our family realizes that these worldly things and events don’t matter. It’s you as our family and friends that matter the most. Thank you for being apart of our lives, we love you.

Grandma's Birthday

2009-11-25T08:36:00.000-08:00

Yep, Grandma turned 79 years old. Her birthday is November 15th. She's doing really good lately and is slowly gettin back to her normal self since its been a year since her heart surgery.

Aunt Lydia's birthday

2009-10-26T09:55:00.001-07:00

Last Sunday was my aunt Lydia's birthday party. Pay attention to the picture of her reading a card and my two cousins in the background...its priceless! Also, I do have to say that this picture of my grandma is the best she has looked within the last year! Way to go G-Ma! Here's a picture of my two cousins Natali and Evan and their little girl Baylee. I've never met anyone so caring and giving in my life but this couple right here. I do

have to say that ever since Evan has been apart of our family, he has given 110% into everything he does no matter if its for his wife (my cousin) Natali or another member of the family. And also, Natali is one mother I know out of very few that has tons of patience! Finally, this last picture of the 3 little ones is priceless. They range of ages 2-4 to this date. With popsicles in their hands and watching fantasia, it cant get any better than that right? hahaha

The first of our Halloween...

2009-10-26T09:37:00.000-07:00

Just the other day Gary really wanted to carve a pumpkin and so that's what we did one night....well actually should I say, he did. I supervised! No, I actually cut out one of the dragons eyebrow thingy's and scooped all insides out. haha. Gary did draw the dragon and cut out the rest, and in my opinion he did a fantastic job! He wasnt really enthused that I pulled out my camera when he was concentrating on his masterpiece, but c'mon who could pass this up!

Andrew & Alysse

2009-10-20T11:02:00.000-07:00

My cousin Andrew and his best friend got married on September 28th, 2009 in the Salt Lake Temple. It was such a gorgeous day and everything couldnt have turned out more perfect for them! (I got a speeding ticket that day too-but we dont need to talk about that lol). Here's just a few moment from my camera that were captured!

Summer '09 lake trips

2009-09-08T02:11:00.000-07:00

I [Marie] went to Lake Powell twice and then also up to Jordanelle Resv. Yes, it seems like I've became a lake bum.....I feel like it too, but hey, thats ok! What better to be right! Both trips to Lake Powell consisted of alot of friends, a few cousins! Jordanelle consisted of just my aunts and cousins from here in SLC. I didnt get much pictures from here but I can tell ya, we had a good time!

Marie's 20th Birthday!

2009-06-04T09:45:00.001-07:00

So my birthday was on Thursday May 21st. I had a blast! I actually flew out to Arizona that next day for my cousins wedding so I wasnt really here for my birthday, which is fine! We had my family party a week earlier which was great! And then We had a luau with all of my friends the week after I got home from Arizona, which was so much fun. There was three of my friends birthdays all in the same week of mine which made it even better! We all celebrated it at the luau. Here's some pics from everything!

Mom's Day!!!!

2009-05-11T13:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we of course celebrated Mother's Day with the whole fam. We just had dinner and opened presents! It was really nice to spend the day with my mom and all of the other moms in our family. Here's a couple of pics from our little part-ay!

Photoshoot

2009-04-16T13:37:00.000-07:00

K so a couple of weeks ago I did a photoshoot that was done my Michael Sandberg. Here are my favorites from the shoot!

You dont realize the people in your life...until their gone!

2009-04-02T09:56:00.000-07:00

WE MISS YOU ALREADY AUNT WELMIA!!
My aunt Welmia passed away this morning at her nursing home. She was 88 years old. She has been suffering for a long time and has been sick for quite a while, so it was definatly her time to go. She lived a full life and she loved everyone and everyone loved her! We were all so close to her. She will be greatly missed! She toughed every illness she ever had from namonia to heart surgery out, she was a real trooper! She's one of the toughest ladies I have known and will ever know! She is actually my grandma's sister, so that would make her my great aunt! I love you aunt Welmia, I'll never forget you and neither will anyone else! Died early morning Thursday April 2, 2009.

Awesome Video "American Warrior"

2009-02-28T00:27:00.000-08:00

I saw this music video by Kid Rock in the movie theaters a couple of times in the past month and I love it! It really does send out a good message, listen to the words! Sorry it wouldnt come up as a video itself so here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0yVaHKcs9E

David's 23rd birthday on February 14, 2009

2009-02-22T13:35:00.000-08:00

Here's some pictures from his family party! We had it in the afternoon so that everyone could go out for their Valentines evening. Also David is doing awesome! He loves living down in Cedar City. They sure do keep him busy down there. He does get to come up for most major holidays and then also we go down there a couple of times to see him in the summer. Also, little cousin Baylee loves Aunt Zona's curlers for her hair! She got Baylee some for her birthday the following week! :)

Life Changing experience: Family!

2009-01-26T15:40:00.000-08:00

So today is the hardest and sadest day of my entire life! Ten years ago this morning, my dad passed away. It's kind of a long story but he didnt show up to work that morning where he and my mom worked at the same place. So my mom went over to his house to see what was up and found him dead on his bed. He died of Coronary Artery Disease which basically is a heart attack. My mom still to this day remembers and still can see the horrific images of my dad. A little later that morning of January 26, 1999 my mom came over to my elementary and told me. I was in 4th grade. I couldnt believe it. All I wanted to do was cry.
Even though my dad and me werent as close as most father's and daughters, I knew he loved me more than anything! I still feel his love to this day even though he's not physically here. I miss him so much and I dont know how I have made it thru these past 10 years without him, but all I do know is that I have to make it for the rest of my life! I know he supports me in whatever I choose to do. I know my mom misses him more than anything and I know this is also an extremely hard day for her too! I love my mom and dad with all my heart and words cannot express it enough! I miss you dad!

I should have posted this section before what I have said previously but this past Saturday, January 24th 2009, I found my half brother. Yes, my half brother! That makes both of us have that same father but not the same mothers. His name is the same as my father's but jr; Patrick James Baldwim Jr. I havent seen anyone from that side of my family ever since my dad passed away 10 years ago so I was ecstactic to find him and meet up with him. He looks exactly like a younger version of our father! There were about 8 kids on that side. I know 2 of the sisters died a couple of years ago; Carol and Judy. We have a brother who lives in Minnisota and like 2 other sisters that live in Idaho. I havent reunited with them yet, but that's my goal this coming summer! So I'll keep you posted! I have never been so happy in my entire life than when I reunited with my own blood relative! I love him already so much and I just know that we will only grow closer and closer as the years go on! He has a family of his own because he is double my age, but that's ok, were family! I cant wait for what life brings us both now!
Well, that's not the whole story, but it's too long to put up on here, so feel free to ask me more about this wonderful experience!! I'll put up pictures soon of my father and if I get one of my half brother, that too!

Baby Kaylie Christine Dimond

2009-01-17T00:18:00.001-08:00

My bestest friend in the whole wide world had her baby on Thursday January 15, 2009 at 1:38 am. Her name is Kaylie Christine Dimond, she weighed in at 5 lbs 12 oz and 17 1/2 inches long! She is so freakin adorable! She doesnt ever cry, she's eating great now and she is just awesome! She really has brought so many people together between the two families, which is great! Proud parents are Ashley Rasmussen (my best friend) and Taylor Dimond. Baby Kaylie is all of our pride and joy...I know kind of cheezy but its true!

Friends...you gotta love em!!

2009-01-16T23:54:00.000-08:00

Well here is a few pictures of my friends from just our New Years Eve party and whatever else till now. Their all very important to me, I wish I could put more picture of them up on here but that would just take too long and I'm sure you guys dont wanna see pictures of my friends when this is our family's page! lol But my friends and of course my family is my life! I hang out with the friends EVERY weekend! I believe everyone needs to make that kind of time to spend with the people that have been there for you and always will be (excluding your family)!

Christmas Time 2008

2008-12-30T10:46:00.001-08:00

This Christmas was a little rough but we made it through! Every year though we have a couple family parties, for each side of the family so we get the run around!! To start it off, we had the Reynolds (Arizona) family dinner and white elephant gift exchange which was a real blast, which was the weekend before Christmas! My white elephant to take was an electrical plunger...I should have taken a picture of it, but I totally spaced it! It was awesome though! You all can use the idea! lol. NEXT OFF we had the main HUGE family party on Christmas Eve. This one is always a blast! Everyone or at least almost everyone comes to this one because you see almost everyone in the family! I love this one. We just had dinner and the gift exchange for one specific name that was drawn before hand. My little cousin Audrey was born on Christmas Day 4 years ago so we usually celebrate her birthday either on Christmas Eve or on Christmas Day. This year we celebrated it on the eve. She was so excited with all of her presents! She definatly got all she wanted and she's only turning 4! NEXT UP we had just Christmas Day where our immediate family spends together. We obviously open presents and have a nice lunch/supper together and watch a movie during the day. It was especially nice because David was home from Cedar City. It's always nice when he comes home but like everyone knows and says "a short visit is a good visit!" lol This was was great, and it was great to see him.

Like I said, we made it thru this Christmas but were all kind of glad its over so that our house can go back to the way it was before!

Family= You cant live with them and you sure as heck cant live without them!

2008-12-22T15:12:00.000-08:00

And here's the rest of almost everyone. 2007.

My brother David at his 22nd birthday in 2008.

My grandma Zona and my mom Lisa at the circus in 2008.

What life brings us

2008-12-22T14:41:00.000-08:00

This past holiday season of 2008 was very long for our family. In late Novemeber 2008, my grandma was rushed to emergency with severe chest pain. She then had a quadruple bypass open heart surgery by Dr. Reid who was very excellent and who is also a family friend. Two days later, she had a pacemaker but in because her heart beat would beat and then stop for about 4 seconds which was done by Dr. Osborn. Grandma was in the hospital for a total of 15 long days. We were all excited for her to come home. The recovery hasnt been the greatest, it's been super long but were gettin thru it. She started going to rehab the second week of December which they make her do alot of exercise which is really good. She goes to that 3 times a week. Like a said, the recovery has been a long hall so far and its gonna take a very long time before she's even close to being back to normal again. They say it takes 3-6 months until you are actually up doing things by yourself.

The first part of December we got some devastating news for my family once again. After my grandma had her heart surgery, we found out that my mom has a tumor on her kidney. Were not sure yet on how big or if it's cancerous or not. She's had alot of tests done and she's on some very strong antibiotics which hopefully will clear up the infection and such. It's a waiting game right now but when we find out things, I will let everyone know. This will also be a long road unfortunatly but trials like this only makes us stronger in life and that's what we all need to remember!